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Not that anyone cares, but I'm taking a hiatus from everything. I'm not working on anything. I'm not going to school or busy with a job. I just don't have it in me to care about anything anymore. It takes too much energy out of me to just keep living and I just don't give a shit about anything anymore. I'm in a weekly group therapy to make my mom happy, but I'm not especially confident in anything helping me, and even if it did help, why the fuck do I care? The things I treasured most were forcibly taken from me and I don't see a point in trying to make anything right or better anymore. I don't care about my art. I lost all of my close friends. The person I trusted most threw everything in my face and left. I don't know how I could ever let anyone into my heart again. How I could trust anyone anymore. I hate myself. I loathe myself. there's no point in caring about anything anymore.

So, not that anyone actually cares, but this is why I'm not doing anything.
  • Mood: Hopeless

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Lorien077 Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Professional General Artist
Hello!  Thanks for faving 'Moonflower'! :D
MegumiTierana Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! :party:
Paragons-Saga Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!
SweetIntoxikation86 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2013
*hugs and squeezes Birthday twin*

I miss you sweetie. Love ya and thinking about you! <3
Paragons-Saga Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Misses you!
Vhazza Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav on my stamp. very much appreciated :)

Vhari x
Paragons-Saga Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I really love it! It's a pity that it's too big to showcase with my other stamps. I :heart: Ezio so much.
MegaMinis Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012
John Barrett gave me your deviant art link. I've created a Kalamazoo comix facebook page.


Hope to get a bunch of alumni from that time period in one place. Maybe even do a new free downloadable issue, not sure, have to see how many are interested. Anyways, hope you'll LIKE the page if you are on facebook. Currently I'm scanning and adding the back issues. Two down, three more to go.

Johnny Lauck
Paragons-Saga Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, hi!

I don't think I remember a John Barrett, but I am most definitely a Loy Norrix alumni and I was in KVCC for a while until I moved to Oregon. Unfortunately, I do not Book Face, so I cannot add to your collection at all. But I really appreciate the invitation!
whitespirit Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! :glomp:
I love your little dark elf guy! He's too cute!
Llama for you :D
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